with time everything goes – we forget the face, we forget the voice… avec le temps.
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with time – avec le temps
Posted in love, sad? on March 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i kissed another man
Posted in love on March 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
and so I met an old boyfriend and went out with him and we kissed. I did that because I was trying to wipe away the memories I had – I thought I needed to sever the tie with my darling. We have a saying: cut the vein and let it bleed. You cut the [...]
putting the world on hold.. for you
Posted in love, poetry, sad? on March 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
“The absolute and unconditional love i feel for you. ” That is what he told me – less than a year ago. Absolute and unconditional. “oh….and i’ve decided ur gonna break my heart…..but i’m ok with that.”
Me, break his heart? I would rather break mine a thousand times than break his heart once.
“I’m soooo looking [...]
i want what you took from me..
Posted in love, poetry, sad? on March 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
when we IM’d on Yahoo, there was a little voice icon that i always used to send him. It said: “Cupid called and he said give me my heart back” and he would laugh and say: “Nope, it’s gone, it is mine and i will never give it back.”
he still has it; except i have [...]
i carry you in my heart
Posted in love, poetry on March 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
My favorite e.e. cummings poem which i sent him one day:
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you [...]
one more day with you..
Posted in love, sad? on March 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
He wrote me this email last year at about this time…
Tonight, well I’m feeling sad about not being able to hold your hand, and give you kisses on your adorable cheeks, and nose, and forehead, and lips. I’ll feel better about it tomorrow, and be fine….I’m certain about that. But tonight, in a [...]
on your birthday, my love, i wonder
Posted in love, poetry, sad? on March 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It is your birthday today, my love.. and I wonder…
did you
wake up today, my love,
intoxicated
with a night of
passion?
or did you wake up in
a drunken haze
of loneliness?
did you wake up, my love
your heart aching
for the warmth of [...]
his birthday…
Posted in love, sad? on March 19, 2008 | 2 Comments »
has he ever loved me? does it matter for me to know? perhaps it is wiser to stop and to forget. But how do we stop the scenes in our mind – the stories and little bits of inner jokes and words of passion?
And yet, how can I also stop the last email he sent [...]
Then seek not, sweet, the “If” and “Why”
Posted in love, poetry on March 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I gave him this poem one day – written by by Christopher Brennan (1870-1932), entitled Because She Would Ask Me Why I Loved Her and he was enamoured with it. Pray tell me now, if I told him that ‘I love you now until I die’.. how can I betray that now? how can I [...]
i love thee
Posted in love on March 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
yes, indeed. I love thee still.
i love thee – by Eliza Acton, 1799-1859.
I love thee, as I love the calm
Of sweet, star-lighted hours!
I love thee, as I love the balm
Of early jes’mine flow’rs.
I love thee, as I love the last
Rich smile of fading day,
Which lingereth, like the look we cast,
On rapture pass’d away.
I love thee [...]
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