every man I see… I look for you. I shy away from a memory that is not of you – a desire that does not spring from your touch, a love that does not feel like yours.
I search for you in every man I see. Every face. Does he have your eyes? does he have [...]
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i look for you in every face
Posted in love on April 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
are you lonesome tonight?
Posted in alone or lonely, love, sad? on April 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
are you thinking of me?
i will not surrender
Posted in alone or lonely, love, sad? on April 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i stare at walls
that do not speak,
at doors
that never open,
at phones
that never ring.
i fend off
feelings of
emptiness…
the void
you left
behind.
i yield
to lonely days
and longer nights.
i resign
to the depth
of solitude
devouring my soul..
my strength
my will to
hang on
to a fragment of memory
to an almost forgotten smile
to a love that never
will be.
i quell
the longing..
missing the divine
beauty
of you…
the richness of my
love
for you.
i [...]
i am not strong any more
Posted in love, sad? on April 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am tired. I am not strong. Not as strong as I thought I was. I don’t want to be strong. I just want to let go. How come when I let go there is nothing – no one to catch me? I just want to let loose – but I cannot. I have to [...]
i’d give my all
Posted in alone or lonely, love, sad?, song on April 9, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Somehow I never felt so much pain. This time it is different. It is different. It is very different. The pain is palpable today.
the dream within the dream
Posted in love, sad? on April 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
we built a phantom home
of pixel dust
vowed
eternal love
danced
the night away
whispered
gentle nothings
laughter
echoing through
our very hearts
spilling over
to our souls
we held each other
tight
never wanting to
let go
but you let me
go
alas..
it was but
pixel dust
shouldn’t i have
known?
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