wow! did i need this to wake me up from my stupor? I have totally no pain – no memory of my guy. He doesn’t matter. He is nothing to me now. My son’s pain is so much more important right now. When I weaken and think that I ‘long for my boyfriend’.. I suddenly feel that pang – that punch in my stomach that my son is feeling right now about his own loss and I immediately think: “Nope.. that is how he should deal with it: get over it and move on – quickly!” No one is worth pining over for long.
Yes.. no one is worth that – especially when they choose to dump you.
It takes a bit of time to get over it.. but it ends and you do get over it.
My son especially is so very young – so very very young. So is she. They have many more heartbreaks to come. But I also know so well that she will never find someone who will love her and be there for her like him.
I am certain also that there is someone great out there for him because he is worth it – someone who will just appreciate the love he gives and the devotion he feels.
I want nothing more than to make this pain pass away from him. And I will also close this blog. There is no point to it now.
Goodbye all. Thank you for your support.
