I emailed him back. I asked him if he ever really loved me. .. as in being IN love with me. I do not want to know the answer.
did you ever
love me?
don’t answer
please:
for yes is but
deception..
and no is but
pure cruelty.
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do not answer
Posted in alone or lonely, love on June 22, 2008 | 3 Comments »
i want to dance the night away
Posted in alone or lonely, love on May 8, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
who will dance with me? i want to dance the night away… i want to be in a state of oblivion to everything and anything.
i cannot go to a bar or to a dance place.. how stupid that would look.
i want to touch no man and no man to touch me.
but i want to dance… [...]
my theatre.. our theatre..
Posted in alone or lonely, love, sad? on May 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Remember darling.. that movie theater that I took you to? it is different from anything we know or have seen.. it is a constant haunt of mine.. with its old, worn out couches and tiny but very geeky ambiance. We slouched in the couches as the lights turned off and held each other as we [...]
are you lonesome tonight?
Posted in alone or lonely, love, sad? on April 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
are you thinking of me?
i will not surrender
Posted in alone or lonely, love, sad? on April 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i stare at walls
that do not speak,
at doors
that never open,
at phones
that never ring.
i fend off
feelings of
emptiness…
the void
you left
behind.
i yield
to lonely days
and longer nights.
i resign
to the depth
of solitude
devouring my soul..
my strength
my will to
hang on
to a fragment of memory
to an almost forgotten smile
to a love that never
will be.
i quell
the longing..
missing the divine
beauty
of you…
the richness of my
love
for you.
i [...]
i’d give my all
Posted in alone or lonely, love, sad?, song on April 9, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Somehow I never felt so much pain. This time it is different. It is different. It is very different. The pain is palpable today.
they say…
Posted in alone or lonely, sad? on February 22, 2008 | 1 Comment »
that if you want a friend, be a friend.
I look back. I examine my life, my relationships.
No. This statement is not true.
talking to the wall can be …
Posted in alone or lonely on February 22, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I was suddenly and very uncharacteristically feeling down today. Usually I am upbeat and happy. Today I was not. I think several things triggered it, but it does not matter because this is not the issue. The issue is that I discovered that when I am down like that, I have no one to talk [...]
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