Cymbeline – fear no more

“Fear no more the heat o’ the sun, nor the furious winter’s rages;
Thou, thy worldly task hast done,
home art gone, and ta’en thy wages:
Golden lads and girls all must, as chimney-sweepers, come to dust.
Fear no more the frown o’ the great;
Thou art past the tyrant’s stroke:
Care no more to clothe and eat;
to thee, the reed [...]

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my theatre.. our theatre..

Remember darling.. that movie theater that I took you to? it is different from anything we know or have seen.. it is a constant haunt of mine.. with its old, worn out couches and tiny but very geeky ambiance. We slouched in the couches as the lights turned off and held each other as we [...]

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places that remind me of you

I bring no one home. I never do. Never did. But I brought you home.. got you in my bed… you sat on my couches.. you planted the bush in my yard.
I drive my car and find little remains of you.. a note here, a paper there of things we did and places we went. [...]

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the days i hate you most

yes, there are those days when I simply hate you. I hate how you crawled into my life and stole my heart and then gave your back to me and walked away. I hate the feeling that I have been taken advantage of – of my kindness and passion. I hate the empty promises of [...]

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are you lonesome tonight?

are you thinking of me?

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i will not surrender

i stare at walls
that do not speak,
at doors
that never open,
at phones
that never ring.
i fend off
feelings of
emptiness…
the void
you left
behind.
i yield
to lonely days
and longer nights.
i resign
to the depth
of solitude
devouring my soul..
my strength
my will to
hang on
to a fragment of memory
to an almost forgotten smile
to a love that never
will be.
i quell
the longing..
missing the divine
beauty
of you…
the richness of my
love
for you.
i [...]

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i am not strong any more

I am tired. I am not strong. Not as strong as I thought I was. I don’t want to be strong. I just want to let go. How come when I let go there is nothing – no one to catch me? I just want to let loose – but I cannot. I have to [...]

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i’d give my all

Somehow I never felt so much pain. This time it is different. It is different. It is very different. The pain is palpable today.

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the dream within the dream

we built a phantom home
of pixel dust
vowed
eternal love
danced
the night away
whispered
gentle nothings
laughter
echoing through
our very hearts
spilling over
to our souls
we held each other
tight
never wanting to
let go
but you let me
go
alas..
it was but
pixel dust
shouldn’t i have
known?

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with time – avec le temps

with time everything goes – we forget the face, we forget the voice…  avec le temps.

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